Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Processing

I've been dealing with/processing/grappling with some anger lately. The odd thing is that it's coming from different angles. Different topics. I'm praying through it, but at times it's really hard. What's really challenging is being angry at people you can't tell how angry you are--or even that you are angry at all. That's when it's really tough...when you just have to keep it all inside and smile on the outside like nothing is bothering you.

Being on the edge of perimenopause isn't helping, either. I'm grateful that I don't have the heavier symptoms of menopause yet; this anger/emotional upheaval thing is hard enough.

I just remembered I have an article due in a few days. Need to get busy on it so I'm not late. My editor is an angel and never complains, which makes me want all the more to be on time.